January 26th, 2006 by lilbrownboy

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Who knew Lil’ Wayne had it in him?

Not only has this pocket-sized MC risen above whatever potential he showed back in his Hot Boyz days, but has just about singledhandedly reset the frame on what a rap record’s supposed to be. Moreso than commerce, Tha Carter Vol. 2 is all about points…of view, of reference and, most importantly, to prove.

Tha Mobb opens this thing up with Wayne flowing for five straight minutes over synth and base with a hoarse voice and what sounds like about twenty-four years of acid and piss that’s got to get out of his belly. If you read this blog or some of the stuff I toss up on MySpace you know how I feel about rap and the South’s place in the artform. It’s bad enough folks in the South still got both feet planted in this country’s scarred roots (and that’s not even counting Wayne being from New Orleans), but the fact folks from the East Coast (ahem, New York) discredit Southern artists out of hand as being unsophisticated and unworthy just pisses me off.

It’s damn obvious Wayne feels the same. For this record, Mannie Fresh has been banished to the outhouse; not a single Fresh beat makes this album. Instead, the majority of the tracks come from New Orleans-bred beatmasters with nary a concern over mainstream carry. Again, the record makes no pretenses about what it is, no 106th and Park identity, no Jazzy Pha betrayal ala Bun-B’s dissappointing Trill. Instead of commercial appeal Wayne gives us hunger, an all-out attempt to show why his is a voice worth listenening to.

And then there’s Shooter.

Though by no means the best track on the record, it’s the most obvious shot at crossover appeal — though the clueless execs chose two singles to release ahead of it, opting to bring it out only now that…just keep reading. This is a remix of sorts on the Robin Thicke (and let’s get this out the way, son of Growing Pains father Alan Thicke, "Robin Thicke") track from his 2003 album A Beautiful World. In keeping with the record’s organically grown approach, even this pitch-perfect for mainstream track had a down-home impetus:

 

Says Wayne in an interview:

How did that song come to be?

[Robin Thicke] dropped that song on his album in like 2003. That
song was already on his album without me. And before I even met him or
knew him, I had his album because I liked his single. So when I bought
the album, I heard that song, and I used to ride around on it. And in
that song, you know, he’s a real jazzy live-band type of artist, so in
that song he had a lot of parts where he wasn’t even singing; it was
just the band playing. So in my car, when I would ride to it, I would
rap to that part all the time.
I told my manager at the time that I
always liked that song, and I even rapped it for her and everything. We
was like, "That’d be hot if we could do it," but of course it was
outside our farthest dreams that we could ever do it. And who knew that
Universal collaborated with Motown, and he was signed to Motown, and I
met his manager and him at the office one day. I told him about that
song and about my idea, and he was like, "Do it, do it, do it." And he
asked me if I could do something for him, and I done it, done it, done
it.


And so they they done it. On January 6th Wayne and Thicke find themselves on Leno. Rachel Weisz is the featured guest, these guys the musical afterthought. The curtain goes up and it’s clear from jump: Lil’ Wayne and Robin Thicke aren’t two cats you envision walking into a bar together. But here on stage, they play it back and forth like nothing’s at all the matter. Robin is doing his white boy soul thing (and in a way that totally feels self-possessed and not all an appropriation) while Wayne bounces around in DBoy attire of hoodie, beater and shades. When Thicke turns from the mic and straight up krumps across the stage–with the tough-guy basis joinin’ him for a hop–you get the sense that these boys have come together over this track on this stage on what can only be decsribed as a musical version of the Bering Strait.

 

Shooter. In this television friendly version, Wayne’s spin on the term is clearly that of an artist "shooting" his opinions on regional bias and lyrical prowess. On the album cut, however, the tale’s a lot more non-metaphorical violent, owing as much to Thicke’s robbery tale crooning as wayne’s bullet riddled lyrics (should be noted that just about every word Robin sings, as well the melody, is taken verbatim from his 2003 track).

 

Random violence as a cultural crossroads, anyone?

 

Download the Leno set here as a 20MB Real Player file that takes five minutes to snatch but is well worth the wait (or by clicking on either pic below). And despite my praise of Rachel Weisz for her humane work in The Constant Gardener, peep how she short arms Lil Wayne on the post performance handshake :)

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January 24th, 2006 by lilbrownboy

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My favorite films of 2005 in alphabetical order:

 

The Beat That My Heart Skipped

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Jacques Audiard is the kind of director who locks his films on
shoulders, subverting theme in craft as a way of hiding significant
traces of either. I admire his discipline at keeping our viewpoint—the
camera—outside the realm of motivated grace. In every image there’s the
hint of another, and the affect is a stumble of sorts in the shoes of a
man who has so little control of himself as to verge on psychosis.                                                               

Brokeback Mountain

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Begrudgingly on the list because, well, there isn’t anything here that you didn’t get from the short story. Exposure? Sure. But emotionally, dramatically? Annie Proulx pretty much killed (in the good sense) this when she wrote it. I will say…Anne Hathaway and Michelle Williams deepen their characters (compared to the short story) considerably in their few appearances, and Heath Ledger is so good it makes your lungs swell. But really, this is more a transcription than an adaptation, and without Heath’s performance it’s a bit reductive at that. Handsomely done I’d say…though I’m surprised no one has drawn a connection between this film’s reception and the notice it pays to the dwindling mainstream power of literature over the last half century. Especially this year: Capote chronicles “In Cold Blood”, something of a sensation at the time of its publication, while Brokeback finally garners mainstream attention for a story that won the Pulitzer little more than half a decade ago. Where Truman Capote’s novel was coffee table talk it’s taken Hollywood pretty boys and bang up box office to bring widespread note to what was already a freely published (New Yorker) and highly lauded piece of literature.

The Constant Gardener

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The “good’est” film I saw all year. I mean…there’s nothing
exceptional about The Constant Gardener (though the performances and
photography, as areas of craft, are outstanding). Yet, even admitting
the lack of bombastic stimulus, I could watch this film seven nights a
week. And I’ll tell you why: At face value, The Constant Gardener is no
better than the Bourne Supremacy or any of those other espionage
thrillers. But when you look at the players involved, at the intimacy
clearly present between these actors and the African landscape the
source material has set them against, a definite delineator presents
itself: put simply, The Constant Gardener gives a shit. It’s written
all over Ralph Fiennes and Rachel Weisz’s faces. And oh my is it EVER
rendered in Fernando Meirelles and Cesar Charlone’s searing photography.

Dark Horse

Dark
The most original film I saw all year, PLUS it reminded me of how
DOPE Josh Weinberg is and how tight it’ll be when he harnesses all that
madness beneath his crazy hair and gets down on a long-form project. I
only saw two/thirds of this film (sickness) but fuck that, it’s on the
list! Gorgeous black and white photography and a humorous bent specific
to the uber-world Kari creates, you have to see this thing to truly
“get it.” So much style without false appropriation.

God Sleeps In Rwanda

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Like Sisters In Law, a portrait of women in Africa doing for
themselves. In this thirty minute, hyper realist short documentary, the
point is stated that “the Genocide left the country nearly 70% female
handing Rwanda’s women an extraordinary burden and an unprecedented
opportunity.” The film is six five-minute portraits. Unquestionably
powerful.

   

The Holy Girl

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When sexual and religious confusion converge in a fifteen year-old
girl, what does it sound like? What does it feel, taste and smell like?
This, to me, is the essence of Lucretia Martel’s filmmaking…taking this
two dimensional craft and coming as near as is artistically possible to
answering those questions in sound and image. The Holy Girl is a great,
great effort.

On The Outs

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…because while we do “talk” about independent films, very few people
still actually MAKE them (and I’ll spare ya’ll the tired riff on what
constitutes true indie filmmaking). There are “message” moments in this
film which, of course, means there’s melodrama as well. Still, just as
much of it rings true as a gritty docudrama of the world it seeks to
portray. And I’ll be damned if I didn’t get swept up at the thought
that a couple filmmakers decided they had a problem with the prospects
of being an inner-city teenage female and as a response got off their
asses to make a film about it BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY. And I’m
especially inspired by the fact the film’s co-directors are Jewish.

Screaming Masterpiece

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…because it was the LOUDEST FUCKING FILM I’VE EVER SEEN IN A
THEATER, and much more meaningful than the “documentary on Icelandic
music” tagline led me to believe. This film, chronicling the history of
Iceland as reflected in its music, makes a strong case for song as
perhaps the keenest canon through which to recount a nation’s history.
Surprisingly interesting, this film. And did I mention that the music’s
pretty damn good?

Sisters In Law

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A documentary for lovers of truth; three vignettes of trials in
Cameroon involving and presided over by women. Was refreshing to see a
portrait of a self-sufficient African community with a functioning
judiciary and women in a position of power. Too often we see Africa as
a continent of helpless victims. That may be true in large part but, as
this film shows, by no means in total.

The Squid and The Whale

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…because Noah Baumbach showed Wes Anderson how to lay on all the
quirk while keepin’ it real too. Top to bottom my favorite film of the
year, just solid performances, story, direction, theme and pathos. Like
real life, Squid is a messy jumble of rude awakenings and heartbreaking
utterances. I’ve never had a nuclear family nor experienced a divorce,
but I sure as hell felt it all here in the portrayal of this family.
That it was just as easy to empathize with them as laugh is a testament
to the film’s prowess.

Three Times (1966 segment)

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It ain’t proper to rate one/third a film but the first segment of this triptych was sublime. As assured a forty minutes of filmmaking as I saw all year, nothing in Wong Kar Wai’s 2046 came close to the synesthetic relation of camera and song found here. Dying to see this one again.   

Wallace and Gromit in The Curse of the Were-Rabbit

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How much fun was this movie? How sweet? Reminded me of the summer Toy Story came out on VHS and my nephew forced me to watch it eighty times in forty days. It seems very childish at the outset and, just when you’re ready to blast the lack of merit inherent in that, the question arises, “But why is that?” It’s only after you’ve shut up and given the movie a fair chance that you realize how FUCKIN’ AWESOME these things can be. At least that was my experience with Toy Story and now Wallace and Gromit.

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Munich and Capote were both "this" close to making it in.

Sorry for the jumbled layout, couldn’t get this damn thing to function today.

January 7th, 2006 by lilbrownboy

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A poster of Bloc Party’s Kele Okerere pulls me into this bookstore. On the shelf here, a copy of URB Magazine with the script Band of the Year, Artist of the Year.

132_200Kele’s standing beside Maya Arulpragasam, aka M.I.A.; at a glance the pair seem a gorgeous dark-skinned couple. I’m thinking to myself, is this progress? Two people of color as icons in a decidedly color-free domain?

I think so. Minimal progress. A drop in a deep bucket. And its nothing new. Artists of color have been lauded in rock music with regularity, and of course there’s the roots of the form. And yet, at this moment in particular I’m feeling there’s something in the lauding that didn’t exist three decades ago. I’d call it reach…and I’d attribute that to the internet.

 

Bloc Party, M.I.A., TV On The Radio…your friends and neighbors may know and own records by these bands but they aren’t platinum selling artists. The marketing budgets of their respective labels wouldn’t suffice to carry the word beyond a proximal regional market under the methods of the sixties and seventies. Today? The internet carries said word to every corner of the globe at the click of a button.

 

Which (longwindedly) brings me back to URB Magazine. Today, an artist of color can make music in ANY genre from ANY place on the planet bearing the message of ANY ideology they choose and the internet can make it so enough people spread out over the globe can attain, appreciate and support that music to the point these artists can afford to continue making it and, summarily, be named Band or Artist of the year. Case in point: Mr. Grieves on that TV on the Radio EP? That this Pixies cover can actually get out to people and be heard? That’s progress.

 

The URB recognition is a signifier of how the internet has enhanced the viability of artists of color producing music outside the stereotypical genres of "Urban" music. With the disparity between cost of image acquisition and resulting image quality shrinking everyday — combined with the rising popularity of home video viewing — it’s an inevitability that artists in cinema will soon experience the same:  Every Thrill Jockey Records will have an accompanying Thrill Jockey Pictures, and little brown people with stories even Spike Lee and Oprah Winfrey won’t tell will have the means to produce them themselves.

And that poster?

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The cover of a magazine: They shoot homos don’t they, the latest twist on the title of Horace McKoy’s 1935 novel They Shoot Horses, Don’t They?. I’m flipping through this thing and, though the images of splayed male torsos don’t clue me, the many examples of flaccid penises make it clear: This is a gay magazine. I double-check the section I plucked it from: This is definitely a gay magazine.

 

The spread on Kele? It’s short, three pages. Light. For any of you folks crushing on the man, in one he’s lying on a bed in a pair of aqua briefs. Is he gay? Who gives a shit?

 

The magazine. I’m flipping through this thing, that title still in my head: They shoot homos, don’t they? It’s a nice mag; similar to HOBO. Clean layout, austere yet tossed off in appropriately hipster fashion. They shoot homos, don’t they? Again, these words voiced in my head. On this page, four guys in a studio recording an album, unclothed below the waist. They shoot homos, don’t they?? The next, a series of photos, the faces of blonde dudes framed against sand: They shoot homos, don’t they? On all these pages, the images I see are rhymed to that title: They shoot these people—that band, those models—don’t they?


And then I’m projecting. On this page, Regina José Galindo : They shoot bitches, don’t they? An elderly man I shared an elevator with: They shoot Shylocks, don’t they? The huddle of my high school football team: They shoot niggaz, don’t they? Basel Hamdan: They shoot Towelheads, don’t they?

There’s a black hole there. Coil it around enough and you get down to the real question:

 

Who the fuck are they? And how do we make them stop shooting us?

December 28th, 2005 by lilbrownboy

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This place.

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(san fran)

December 16th, 2005 by lilbrownboy

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Me modeling Etro scarves. 

It was a slow day. Captions by the folks at the office.
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1. Deep, Lush Red.

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“Ooh, la la.”

2. Pumpkin

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“My…that young man looks mighty fine in pastels.”


3. Lilac, Lime, and Orange Sherbet

3

“Keep your daughters away from this man.”

December 9th, 2005 by lilbrownboy

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I got a kick out of this:

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MPAA documentary gets NC-17

mpaa.jpgDirector Kirby Dick (the man behind Derrida and an Oscar nominee for last year’s Twist of Faith)
has made a documentary that he says will blow the lid off the Motion
Picture Association of America’s ratings board – that is, if he can
actually get it shown anywhere. Dick’s This Film Has Not Been Rated,
which is set to premiere next month at Sundance, has, indeed, been
rated: the MPAA saw fit to brand it with an NC-17. It would be fun to
call this some kind of self-preserving conspiracy on the part of Dan
Glickman’s little kabal, but that’s probably not (entirely) the case. Rated includes copious clips from films whose commerical prospects were dimmed after receiving that very rating.

According to The Guardian,
Dick’s film delves into various issues that have haunted the board
since its 1960 inception at the hands of Jack Valenti: most notably,
the double standard the board seems to operate under when it comes to
sex vs. violence. Dick also apaprently investigates the members of the
board, a list of names which has heretofore been kept relatively
secret. Suffice it to say, Dick is none too pleased by the decision.
"It is important that
this film be seen by as many people as possible as it deals with an
insidious form of censorship resulting from a ratings process that has
been kept secret for more than 30 years," he said. No word yet on
whether or not he’ll appeal.
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And this from the comments section:

5. Bear in mind that they
probably only submitted it to the MPAA because they actually wanted the
NC-17 rating. I see that of the four Kirby Dick films that Netflix has,
all are unrated.

Incidentally, I would rent Derrida, but I’m afraid it might cause me start writing like cel.

Posted at 11:58 AM ET on Dec 8, 2005 by Nathan 5 stars

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http://www.cinematical.com/2005/12/08/mpaa-documentary-gets-nc-17/

December 3rd, 2005 by lilbrownboy

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Bought a few records. Here’s what I think:

ClientThe Clientele: Strange Geometry

Based on The Violet Hour and Suburban Light, not quite what I was expecting. Still, this is the perfect soundtrack to all your Winters, Springs and Autumns (a Summer band, the Clientele is not). From the opening bars, its clear Alasdair MacLean is doing something different this time around; gone is the muddled, reverb heavy voice of past albums. In its place, a more forthright wail that still manages to channel the cloudy yearning of records past. A very fine album for overcast days.

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E.M.P.T.Y.

 

PeoplePaul Wall: The People’s Champ

Paul Wall was my MC of choice in the Houston nouveau riche before I ever saw his face; the man utters “What it do” better than anyone else in the game. That he’s a white dude with a goatee and a mouth crowded with glitter somewhat shatters my sociopolitical outlook. The People’s Champ, Paul’s “official” debut release, is a descent hip hop album. Released by Swisha House as a double-disc limited addition (the studio album plus an additional disc of the record chopped and screwed), the abundance of downhome hooks and keen guest spots makes the nearly "forty tracks for the price of ten" a damn good deal. Paul’s flow, “not bad” in my own generous opinion, becomes infectious when screwed, his awkward rhyme patterns gaining from the smoothed out melodies. If you read this blog you already know how I feel about the Drive Slow Remix. The other reinterpretations are just as tight.

Siittin’ Sideways (Chopped and Screwed)
So Many Diamonds

 

SetfreeAmerican Analog Set: Set Free

What happened here? At what point between The Golden Band and Set Free did Andrew Kenny decide he didn’t trust his voice? You hold those two albums up and there is just a UNIVERSE of difference. Golden Band features a man with a subtle, if raw voice—the music acknowledges as much and the record plays better for it. Set Free? Like someone mocking a Texan over smokes and whiskey. The band recently announced they’re breaking up after a final tour. If this album is any indication, that decision was right on time. And I’m being harsh here so let me qualify things: It’s not that Set Free is a bad record. It’s fine. But the American Analog Set is a GREAT band, so it simply ain’t good enough.

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FiestFeist: Let It Die

This woman has a beautiful voice. Sounds like it rattles around her chest before it gets out of her throat. Smokey, sauve, tender yet somehow always on the verge of breaking, a diction that’s extremely sexy and all her own. This is a very good album, probably the best of this group. Unfortunately, it’s also the one I relate to least. While Feist herself is a sometime member of Canadian Indie band Broken Social Scene, this album is decidedly adult contemporary—the best, most-restrained adult contemporary record this guy’s heard in quite some time. Basically, when I’m thirty-five with a girlfriend of three years and a cat named Jean Seberg, this will be the album we play on Friday evenings over wine(her) and scotch(me).

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Postscript: Her acoustic set on KCRW’s Morning Becomes Eclectic was especially nice. If you got Real Player and a half hour check it out.

 

Nsh059Hibiscus: Postrocking

A friend I made through the internet released this album a few months ago. Available only through downloads and free of charge, it’s bascially the ramblings of a Russian introvert obsessed with tortoise and the sea and cake. Back then I wrote, "somethin’ akin to a mash of early american analog set and the sea and cake’s "the fawn"…dotted with throaty base and hollow kicks, postrocking feels like the stripped down soundtrack to an elegiac indie film: earnest, playful, full of vulnerable yearning and, on occasion, awkward beauty. Now that’s a WAY overwritten way of saying I like this guy’s record. Download it for yourself here. (and skip the track labeled rekonstruction, it’s an error on the site’s part).

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Bun B: Trill

Bun-B may be the only man in the history of hip-hop to walk onto a Jay-Z track and make ‘hova look like a rookie. So if you’d told me that Paul Wall’s The People’s Champ would be a better album than Bun’s solo debut Trill, I’d have thought you a fool. That Bun’s guest verse on Paul Wall’s track Trill tops his verse on his own album’s Trill Recognize Trill is downright maddening. Put simply: This is a letdown, a very typical hip-hop album way beneath the skills of its artist. There’s too many guest spots and too little Bun-B. In fact, the few verses Bun lends to Paul Wall’s The People’s Champ trump anything here save the UGK autobiography The Story. That track—like A Day In The Life of Andre Benjamin on Andre 3000’s The Love Below—is a deeply personal allegory that dismisses the trappings of the album and features nothing but the artist in his element: spare beat, no hook, just five uninterrupted minutes of continuous flow. While Andre’s record isn’t as barren of good material as Trill, that A Day In The Life stands head and shoulders above the rest of that record is without question. Unfortunately for Bun-B, The Story just serves as an example of how awesome the rest of his record should be.

I gots no samples here, but Pimp C just got paroled so this whole Bun-B solo experiment will be an afterthought in six months.

 

HustleHustle and Flow Soundtrack

Mayyyyyyyyyyyyynnnneeeee, even sittin’ in the theater I said to myself, “D Jay ain’t nuthin’ but a one hit wonder.” Whoop That Trick is tight as hell, all organ synthy with that Carmina Burina-esque bridge, but those two other songs lacked inspiration and featured corny hooks. That actor Terrance Howard’s Whoop That Trick is the best offering here doesn’t bode well for this compilation (T.I.’s I’m A King manages to standout as well). Other than that, the Hustle and Flow Soundtrack WILL make your trunk quake, but unless you got a box Chevy with two cabinets and a four hundred dollar amp, save your dough and cop D Jay’s single instead. 

Swerve
I’m A King

 

Still On Deck: Felt, Little Brown and a few others.

November 16th, 2005 by lilbrownboy

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I saw a doctor today—odd, minerals lain on my chest kinesiology, homeopathy type doctor. I’m on the cross-town bus trying to get home. I make the first connection easily enough and hop on a second. Two is all I need but the second, this DASH Hollywood, is idling at the Red Line. “Ten minute break,” the driver says…so, seeing the 180 bus maneuver around and stop up ahead, I grab my bag, hit the pavement and just catch the door closing.

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Guy pulls from the curb. I’m checking my pockets, gettin’ behind the yellow line. We’re about four hundred yards from the terminal now and I realize, “Brah, I’m sorry, but I ain’t got it.” I open my wallet, show it to him: “Three twenties.” He looks me over, passes judgment: “Five minutes homie. Next bus. Make change.”

I’m back on the sidewalk. Tired. My back hurts, knees wilt. I’m thinking…I could make change, buy a greasy burger at the skuzzy joint across the way, sit down, hop the next bus. Or head back to the terminal catch the next DASH, only 25 cents. I got that. It’s dark out. A cool breeze. LA in autumn. Again I’m thinking…It’d be embarrassing to get back to the DASH, drop another quarter, sit for ten under the eyes of the same folks I just fled. And that burger…this ain’t Beverly Hills. More like skid row…and I ain’t eatin’ at no “C”, nor reaching for my wallet while that dude there carries on four conversations with himself.

I steps. My back’s escalating, knees throbbing. But I’m moving now…past low-riders, past homeless teens too cool to go back to their folks, smoking jays on the corner by the dingy youth outreach center…past the 1-oh-1, past dank alleys, past construction sites…past piss and smog and gas and Thai fumes: Hollywood.

Past…a coffee shop?

A coffee shop. I stop. I turn. I enter. No one here. Red and blue couches, low-backed, three feet from the floor at best. Red walls, yellow tables. A shotgun café, from the entrance a straight shot through to the back. Maybe twenty feet wide, this place. Guy says, “We close at eight man.” Was that rude? I can’t tell, so I speak my thoughts: “That’s cool. Just a place to sit, rest my feet. Won’t be long.” He laughs.

I order a cup. Last night a half-caf’ gave me a headache, but damn that, I need my cup. He turns to the thermos. Jiggles it. Dumps it. Says: “It’ll be a minute.”
“No problem. You got banana muffins?”
He points. Check.
“And how much are those bananas?” (there’s a stack beside the register)
“A piece?” Thinks a minute, then: “40 cents.”

I nod. Hit the restroom. Clean in here. I kinda dig this place.

He brings the coffee over. I’m on the couch now, legs folded, shoes off, the muffin a quarter eatin’. He sets the coffee down. He’d asked if I’d wanted room for cream, and I assented…but I see now that he’s already added the cream.

I sip it. Perfect. As he moves away: “If you need more, come on back, no way I’ll sell that whole pot before close.”

The banana’s good too. I open my BOMB Magazine to finish the piece on Yinka Shonibare, an African artist who “first came to widespread attention through his use of Dutch wax fabric, which he used both as the ground of his paintings and to clothe his sculptures.” I’ve never heard of him. Nor curator Anthony Downey, the man interviewing him (a staple of the BOMB format, artists dialoguing artists).

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Shonibare says:

|Throughout 2005 there has been a celebration of African culture in London, called “Africa ’05,” for which a number of institutions around the city are doing projects relating to African culture. The Africa Centre is at Covent Garden, and that’s also where the Royal Opera House is, so because of the proximity of the two, I proposed a project with the Royal Opera House. I thought that would be a great opportunity to look at the relationship between the Royal Opera House and the Africa Centre, both institutions representing a colonial relationship and a cultural relationship. The Africa Centre exists as a result of England’s encounter with Africa. But then I thought, What would I do at the Royal Opera House? I tried to go beyond what would be expected of somebody of African origin and I thought, I’ve never done a ballet, so why not? You laugh, but you know, no one ever questioned Picasso’s interest in and use of African art, but Africans are always expected to just do “African” things. In the contemporary world where we all travel, that’s just not realistic.

I certainly agree. I’ve got my second cup and my back is on fire but I couldn’t imagine being in a better way.

I begin to pen this entry. I’ll get up from here and walk soon enough. Before I did, though, I wanted to get this down: I was forced from a bus. I walked. I drank coffee. I read.

Maybe I’ll never get to typing this. Just thought maybe someone should know.

November 1st, 2005 by lilbrownboy

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We sat on the floor.

My head throbbed.

Best show I’ve ever seen.

Samples:

A French Galleasse

Last Things Last

An Evening of Long Goodbyes

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Nov.2  Sacramento, CA Harlow’s Night Club
3 Eugene, OR WOW Hall
4 Portland, OR Doug Fir Lounge with Tristeza
5 Seattle, WA Neumo’s Crystal Ball Reading Room with Tristeza
7 Vancouver, BC Richard’s on Richards Cabaret
10 Salt Lake City, UT Club Sound
11 Aspen, CO Belly Up Aspen
12 Denver, CO Lion’s Lair
15 Omaha, NB Sokol Underground
17 Des Moines, IA Vaudeville Mews
19 Louisville, KY KY Theater

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October 21st, 2005 by lilbrownboy

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HIV…

…now that’s some shit makes folks pay attention.

Few weeks ago, overheard a dude say to his buddy, “Time to get tested.” Nothin’ from the buddy, just a “what the fuck” look, then: “Been active man. Gotta do it.” He said it in this way…like it was routine, somethin’ he’s supposed to do. I was in earshot. Scared the shit out of me.

I’ve been tested over random shit, i.e. walked into church one day and what do you know, free HIV testing tossed into the sermon(GHETTO). Or…frat community service for the neighborhood(may as well). No matter where I’m tested, every time it’s the same swing: when that blood flows out, I feel like my future goes with it…like I’m releasing control to the folks checking them antibodies. When it comes back, I feel replenished, like something’s been given back to me.

Bullshit, right? There’s so much wrong with that thought process; I won’t even touch it except to say until someone figures a way to wrest my dick from me, there ain’t never no one in control BUT me.

I got tested. Couldn’t get dude’s words out of my head.

Hiv

Drew blood against a Beverly Hills sky, same room I’d learned of my broken heart. Got tested for all kinds of things, dropped at least a pint that day. Stepped onto Robertson and found those white earbuds. Hit “shuffle songs” and heard a beat drop: “ba DUMP, ba DUMP, ba DUMP, ba DUMP, DUMP, DUMP…”

Drive Slow…from the new Kanye album. Well, in this case, from the new Paul Wall album, chopped (cut, scratched, repeated) and screwed (slowed to about half the speed) by Michael Watts. Kanye’s up first and his verse is crucial, a parable about worshipping the alpha male in his clique (Mali) as a teen. They’re out cruising in this dude’s ride and at one point Kanye pipes:

With the girls, a lot of flirtin involved/But Dog…/Fuck all that flirtin’/Now I’m tryin’ to get in some draws/So…put me on with these hoe’s, homie/He told me/Don’t rush to get grown, “Drive slow, homie”/”Drive, slow homie”/You never know homie/About these hoes homie/You need to pump yo’ brakes and drive slow homie

This being the Swisha House remix, that line, “Fuck all that flirtin’/Now I’m tryin’ to get in some draws” plays three times…Fuck all that flirtin’/Now I’m tryin’ to get in some draws…Fuck all that flirtin’/Now I’m tryin’ to get in some draws…Fuck all that flirtin’/Now I’m tryin’ to get in some draws…and what comes of it is the clear emphasis of Mali’s refrain, Drive slow homie/Drive slow homie. And there it is: Clear as day, a hip hop song by the golden child of the form so clearly about the risks of casual sex (nevermind that the “hoes” in question would be wise to be much more leery of the “homies” driving slow through their worldwide tours).

I listened to this shit like thirty-seven times that day and made up my mind to “drive slow.” Don’t you always when the test comes back? Joy and adulation followed by that same tired line, “From now on, before anything happens, I’m gone pull out my test and ask that she pull hers.” That shit lasts a month or so and then all it takes is a drink too many and you’re right back in that waiting room.

Every black woman I’ve ever known over the age of twenty has said to me in one context or another, “A hard head makes a soft ass.” True shit, a lesson well learned.

These days I find myself consumed with a more crucial riddle:
“And a hard dick makes…”

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Drive slow homies (and homettes)